Wednesday, November 29, 2006
i've seen many blogs and many of them have quizzes on it so i would like to try out as well =D i know it's dumb , but who cares =D heehee .
Start Time: 5.41pm
2. Name: denise
3. Nickname: pretty , attractive , gorgeous and adorable girl . haha ! i really have some weird ones like turkey and more...
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?: what's a skittle ? =x
5. Chinese Zodiac: horse
6. Zodiac: taurus
7. Hair color: i just dyed it but it's not obvious , copper red =x
8. Eye color: brown and hey i'm watching you ! =D
9.Height: 156m ! ( short is cute =D )
10. Favorite Color: MAROON ( that's my favourite but i like alot more colours too =D )
11. glasses?: sadly yes
12. Braces?: haha nope i don't need it
13. Piercing/tattoos?: four piercings
15. Area code: ehh huh ? =x
******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?: yea i ruined it badly =x
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: yup , stupid why did you remind me haha .
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?: of course my parents and erm some for fun =x
21. Skipped school?: haha like always but you know... =D
22. Bungee jumped?: i really wish to try =D
23. Had sex outside?: NO
24. Dumped someone?: i wish to dump someone into the litter bin , it'll be fun i guess =D
25. Been arrested?: no lah haha
26. TP'd someone's house?: huh ?
27. Won something?: i guess so , not for being crappy and nonsensical =D
30. Been rejected?: yea many times ( not bgr kinds hor haha ! =D )
31. Been to a funeral?: yupyup aiya if only they were believers
32. Used a lighter?: haha yupyup i didn't manage to burn down any infrastructures =x
33. Been on stage?: yuppy and i guess i looked awful =x
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: spring , the weather is just nice
35. Food: CHOCOLATE ! =D
36. Icream flavor: CHOCOLATE ! ( i know it's boring but... haha =D )
37. School subject(s): haha i'm out of school for now FOR GOOD ! =D
38. Person?: people in my life ( what a norm thing to say =x )
41. Book(s): christian literature and more ( i read okei ! =D )
42. Movie(s): i wouldn't spend money and invest time on a movie that i don't like
43. Song?: anything but not metals and operas
44. Park?: PARKway parade =D heehee
45. State: erm a place where there's shopping paradise =D
46. Place: not any ulu place , i don't have sense of direction
47. Sport to watch : soccer , gymnastic , atheletics , swimming and more but i don't like to play sports =x
49. Bands/musicians: anyone that can play music will do =D
50. Letter(s): love letters ? haha =x
51. Restaurant: hmm alot ! if only God bless me with finance haha =D
52.Cartoon Character(s): ELMO ! SUPERMAN ! SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS ! BOB THE BUILDER =D they rock ! =D
53. TV Station(s): any that's entertaining
54. Name for a son: ______ xiang ri kui ( haven't thought of yet =x )
55. Name for a daughter: vanessa _____ ______ ______ ( i am not so futuristic afterall =x )
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate =D
58. Long relationships or one night stands ? :long relationship ( so there's more standing =x oops haha )
59. Dogs or cats?: dogs(?) both of it ran after me before , i adore dogs from afar , cats not at all
60. Scary movies or comedies?: comedies , woulsn't it be better to pay to laugh than to scare yourselve ? =D
61. Short hair or long: for me i only ask for better quality hair =D
62. Croutons or bacon bits?: bacon bits.... i'm yearning for it now =D
63. Kissing or hugging: i guess it depends on who the person is =D ( my physical touch dropped )
****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****
64. Mexicans: guys wearing skirt haha =p
65. School: it sucks life -.-"
66.Grass: erm grass ? green ? scenery ? =x huh ?
67. Cow: xiao moo moo rocks ! ben and jerry's ice cream ! ! ! =D
68. Canada: a vacation =D heehee
69. Mouse: eee i'll think of it being dirty =x
70. Hands: my own hands ? erm... haha =x
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?: ehh no leh , can i have a treat ? =D
72. Talked on the phone?: yupyup
73. Cried?: haha yea no ! as you know , i'm emo =x
74. Threw up?: nope.. it's been long since i last did that .
75. Drank a glass of water?: i drank it from bottles haha
76. Done Drugs?: nope.. not even medicine =D
77. Read a book or magazine?: yea haha as i've said, i do reading alright =D
78. Watched TV?: yupyup it's supposed to enteratined but i'm not -_-"
79. Looked in the mirror?: haha yea cos i who don't like to look good ? =x
80. Taken a shower?: yup so refreshing =D
81. Taken a picture?: haha yupyup at orchard and so many people is staring at me
82. Listened to music?: yea , life without music is dead =x
83. Kissed someone?: my parents =D
85. Told someone you liked them: lo and behold.... my parents again ! =D
if you are observant enough , you'll realized that many questions is not there . when i copy and paste it , it's already like this =x
oh well , it's been a long time since i last post and entry . i went for my cousin's church wedding , tomorrow i'll be going to his wedding dinner . prom night is over and i think i look freaking weird in the pictures =x ( pre prom and post prom activities is nice =D ) crash course is in the midst of all these things now =D went for some job interviews , i dread working but i have no other alternatives . OHANA camp , CL camp and BREAKTHROUGH camp is coming . i had alot of overnights and going to have alot more =D
seriously all of a sudden i feel like having more blessings , God open my spiritual eyes .
plasm 119:18 open my eyes Lord so that i may see wonderful things in Your lawspeak to me , i long for more of You .
nothing compares
=D
1:33 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
i have some post exam syndrome , i think it's really weird =x or rather all of us are weird because all of us are actually sharing the same kind of syndrome , this is so strange =x
1) everytime i'll think of what to do next and the first thing that came to my mind is to study for the next day's paper , apparantly the next day i don't have any paper =x
2) whenever someone tries to " play " ( trick ) us and say " STUDY ! " we'll get paranoid =x
3) when we want to entertain ourselves with certain entertainments , we'll think that we need to get our priorities right by studying first
4) sitting before our study desk/table will cause us to automatically take out certain subject and attempt to do them
... and there are some that i forget already haha =D
well i went for dance today , yeah ! i can go already but i wanna apologize cos i was really really tired , haven't got a proper rest since my o level . i forsaked my beauty sleep for some lame stuff that i've forgot -.-" sorry for not participating and volunteering and giving suggestions entusiastically =x but i really enjoy today's dance , jiali , your wish will come true... there'll be committed people in this group and people with visions for dance =D thanks for playing a part in my life , dancers =D HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED ! =D heehee
promises
won't let go of me ,
=D
12:16 AM
Monday, November 20, 2006
YEAH ! O LEVEL IS OVER ! ! THIS ROCK LIKE ROCKING CHAIR ! ! MUAKAKA ! LEELEELAALAALOOLOO ! ! WOOTS ! ! ! ! !
well well well i'm really very excited , though this major national exam determines the next phase of my life which i am not very confident in but i'm gonna enjoy my holiday cos i really did my very very best throughout this exam ! haha this is awesome . haha !
alrighty despite it , i'm really very unhappy that sup is gone , i meant she went back to thai , although i know she's gonna return during the hols and during results day to take her eight points but it's really very different . last time when we send her off , the feeling is really different . most of us cried and because sup is someone that is really bright , cheerful , kind , simply a GOOD ( with capital letters , in bold , huge fonts and striking red ) person . i really miss her presence and wanna thank her for all those sincere acts that she did to cheer the group up . i really regret it as throughout the four years of our life , i dare say i don't know her well =x i really appreciate and treasure this friendship that we have . ( not obligated to write but i mean it ! =D ) i really value sup , i want her back . just thinking of the back view of her leaving make me feel so upset . SUP , YOU ROCK MY SOCKS AND I REALLY MISS AND LOVE YOU LAH ! haha COME BACK SOON ! ( though i'm really reluctant to take my results but i know i can see you only there and then =x ) and jia you in your admission to university ! you confirm can do it !
in fact the greatest regret that i have is that i didn't help sup to receive Jesus into her life , and this is one issue that make me so upset . i am her friend but yet i just see her leaving and all . GOD I REALLY PRAY THAT A BELIEVER IN THAILAND WILL HELP HER KNOW YOU ! GOD PLEASE MOVE COS I KNOW YOU REIGN THROUGOUT THE UNIVERSE AND GOD REMAINS THE SAME EVERYWHERE AND ANYTIME ! =D
prom night is just a few days away and i haven't had my hair done yet and stupidly i cut my nails away and i can neither do manicure nor padicure . hmm never mind i'll just leave them alone . haha i'm excited for the prom night cos i don't know how it gonna be like . i really want it to be a night of fragments of fun and memorable moments ! heehee =p
oh cool ! celebration caregroup was fun though it was rather random and chapalan haha but it was still great . together we'll grow much more into greater heights and all ! all my fasting goals and camp goals and all objectives that i set , it shall come to past ! ( You know what are them God haha ) GOD SEE MY HEARTBEAT , SEE MY DESIRE OR RATHER DESPERACY ! THIS GONNA BE DONE ! heehee !
all in all
thanksgiving
=D
11:30 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
FIVE MORE DAYS TO THE OFFICIAL END OF O LEVEL .
ONE MORE DAY TO THE SELF PROCLAIM END OF EXAMINATION !
all the
celebrations are calling my name louder and louder , just can't wait for it to end . yeah i'm going on a holiday ! this holiday will be filled with much fulfillments . i can't list them down here cos there's too much . muakaka =p
never mind bout the papers ( i emphasize on the "s" ) that i screwed , i've done my really best and i'll never know how God works . but i do know He work for the good for those who love Him . i am safe =D sometimes it's just that i didn't study wisely , but that doesn't mean i'm dumb . but who cares , if someone really wanna do something , they of course can achieve it by all means . i'm just thinking i am saying all those " no one is stupid and stuff " quotes to make myself feel better . but it's better off than those " i-gonna-flunk-badly " quotes -.-"
soon and VERY soon , GOODbye to o level . ( it's for a very GOOD reason , you see ) xD
God , gimme the brain capacity to memorize and understand all that i need to now . In Your name , Amen !never gonna live life less than all You want for me
giving all my heart to my God and i'll worship You
=D
9:23 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
i'm so dead , not .
my elementary mathematics paper two was a total bullshit .
outrageous pathetic .
ridiculous !
i easily made myself rise to the top of being the most idiotic , stupid , dumb and moronic person in the world .
i screwed it
againdamn the bleedy paper .
to hell with that ass paper
( okei i realised actually very long ago i have no virtue speaking =x )
what rotten luck i've got !
i have no affinity with exams i guess =x
but oh well , it all lies in whether i trust God .
i suppose i should .
oh snap that out , I SHOULD !
who else can i lean on then ?
" God i rely on You to bring me through this ordeal of studies stress , this is the first time i have stress for exams and it's simply unbearable ! i need You much more than anything else . bless me in my results as i live to honour Your name and show my parents that You're authentically genuinely real . in Jesus's name i pray , to God be the glory , forever and ever , AMEN ! "
i love superman ! he's my first superhero and shall be the last =D
bob the builder is cute .
elmo is red .
spongebob squarepants is funny .
popeye is strong .
cartoon rocks my life . everybody needs cartoon . it's entertaining xD
G3 - you can never be replace =D
thanks for all the support you gave ! the faith and hope we hold on together . indeed we turn out stronger . God never fails ! no matter where we are heading , i'll never forget that you girls play such an important role in my life , building up my character , encouraging me , all the little things that you did leaves a great impact in my heart . we shall grow more , influencing the rest , let's shine for God together =D kaysee , florence , shuhfen , qinning , weiting , geckting , serene and eileen ( not in any particular order ) i love all of you , truly ! =D
i need to work cos i'm always spending =x
7:07 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
exams are here and all the stuff . boo for this . fancy me taking my national exams now while the rest are slacking their butts off . well this is life , their turn will be here soon =D
woots counting down to eleven more days to the end of o' level . this is the best thing that can ever happen to me right now . sometimes i really pray that God will take me home during the midst of this period . at least my killer paper is next week and God has a few more days to take me home . haha but at the same time , i have so many things things i have yet done . well i gotta get this over and done with it =x yes sadly .
much had happened , i mean of cos i went through so many days in my life , if nothing happen it'd be weird cos at least i shit , urine , eat , bathe , sleep , breathe , blink eyes and all the stuff . so something happen as well right ? haha so hmm i've went through it painfully and now i can be eased , at least there's a turn in the situation . i'm always reminded to give thanks in all circumstance , bless His name , honour Him , praise Him , change myself instead of the situation and all . this has been going on for weeks and i can say i've been doing this all along . sometimes though i did complaint but i always managed to pull myself up and settle everything with God before i go for any appointments . still nothing was done and everything got worst , well and now the situation was amended and everyone's got back . i think there's a very big problem lying here , and the whole key thing is really testing , i endured , i survived but uglily . now i have overcome it , i am stronger than yesterday . haha i'm praying for God to show me the whole full view of this... though it doesn't just end here , there are alot more episode to it . if you don't get me , forget it cos you don't have to anyway =D
i screwed my papers up big big time . i dug my own grave and maybe i might even get an elephant grade ? but still i know the verdict is still in God's hand and i can't do anything bout it . i'm praying hard that God's favour and blessing will be upon me , the day i take my results i can see a huge fat miracle . and that's the day i crawl outta of my grave . i'm pyscho-ing myself i won't flunk my paper and get a fat zero... a flat one ? nope NO FLUNKING !
okei cos i didn't elaborate all four points of my report writing when i am supposed to ( or not ) , i just did on my chosen idea and my teacher say that this will get me a straight fail . that's very encouraging of my friends to say this to me , i though i need consolation ? haha but thank God for those who consoled me . i didn't cry lah . haha i was just ... stoning . GOD HELP ME ! I CAN'T FAIL ENGLISH ! I OUGHT TO SCORE WELL IN THIS LANGUAGE PAPER ! that's why i say i need miracle . and also my combined science paper , what on earth was going on with those papers . it was freaking easy and that's the whole point , i can't attempt it . well perhaps some of them who took the paper and was laughing their heads off cos it was hell easy . but i went to study those tougher parts , and confident that all those will come out and NOPE ! fancy it being easy and i can't do it . encourage me or laugh at me , your choice =x what a trick to play on me , education sure has got something against me that i wasn't aware but i can daringly tell education that i hate it . at least humanes have humanity and it wasn't tough and wasn't TOO EASY ! but here's the scary part , there'll be moderation =x oh well , whatever that i said may not be what the outcome gonna be . that's why the fact stand that i need God's favour , God's blessing , God's miracle ON ME ! i welcome YOU ! haha feel free to sit in whenever you want =D
alrighty i gotta get my butts moving and slog or rather mug harder for my killer papers . POA ! AMATH ! hmm yea i really did mug , at least i mugged . last time i didn't even know what papers i'll be taking at that's during prelim . hoho . i really studied and after studying geo i can say that Jesus is coming back real soon . global warming and stuff , i can't be kidding you .
WISDOM , I WELCOME YOU !
=D
1:34 AM
