Monday, January 29, 2007
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while i was walking through the crowded shopping centre to catch a glimpse of feilunhai , i suddenly got very emotional . not that i know i can't get to see them and this will never be the slightest reason , but because i saw multitudes but none were here for something spiritual instead something temporary . i kept thinking why is it that these people do not want to run towards Jesus but idols ? isn't God's love deeper than these idols , God did so much for us and even these talents or appearance they have were also given by God . the more i think , the more emo i get and at a point when i saw that people are singing their song so loudly and with all their sincerity , my heart almost break . i'm wondering how God would feel when at that point of time my tears rolled off my eyes , His heart must be feeling more painful .
it is definitely not at all heart warming when you see people chasing after idols but when people lifting up their hands to God , we felt a sense of awesome feeling =D all these people in the world really need to know The Greatest Love , have the greatest purpose and live the greatest life ! all these things can't satisfy them , they lack life to the fullest ! i seriously feel for all these people . i have friends who go after almost every artiste , band and such , does it show that she really lack something in her life . something is missing and the thing is God , only God can then fill the void in her and in the rest of the people .
why do these people choose go queue up for idols rather then going to church ?
WHY ? tell me why ! we need to do something fast to this world . don't ever forget our identity is a child of God and our purpose on earth is to fulfil The Great Commission ! =D we are in the world , but not of the world , so as to influence the world ! together we shall Make A Difference to this world that's getting into nowhere but hell !
if You can use anything
use me !
=D
Labels: multitudes but... ):
2:09 AM
finally i understood what it means by chasing after idols , you know bands or celebrities like 5566 and f4 . okei pardon me for living in the past but it's never ever my interest to chase after idols , to me , it's always a
CHASING AFTER THE WIND . meaning ,
MEANINGLESS =D ( notice it's all in CAPITAL LETTERS ,
bold in
RED and large size font )
supoosedly i should wake up at nine oclock to meet yingjie at ten to pass her SS notes then meet my SOW eleven at bedok mrt station . my alarm clocked rang at nine and i woke up , sub-consciously i stop it and unknowingly went back to sleep . i jumped out of bed at eleven though reluctantly , checked my handphone with eyes almost closed and not to my horror , saw five missed calls and three sms =x
let's not talk about yingjie's sms but my contact's sms , i'm supposed to meet two contacts today to go for feilunhai's autograph session and one of them smsed me and said that she can't make it today . okei she flew me aeroplane on saturday , yes correct , this two girls pangseh me ! so today i really wanted to fly them aeroplane as well by not going cos such a thing happen , from two contact become one contact , i seriously wanted to pangseh them . both of us had mis-communication , i can never understand what she's talking about even if she ( sheryl ) don't use twit language . can you imagine how bad it is ? but i guess she somehow say that anni ( another contact ) is going her house now to take the album for me to let feilunhai sign , i'm like , oh shucks , looks like i don't have a choice now =x still i went all the way to cineleisure to look for her but for nothing cos when i reached and saw her at kbox , she told me that we require some i-don't-know-what-on-earth-is-it ticket in order to enter . ( i can never understand their fans terms )
indeed a waste of trip so we headed down to IMM together with another girl call yingxiu , also my contacts' friend . the journey was boring , well to me it was =x though we chatted and stuff like that but i still can't get over it that
I AM GOING FOR SOME FEILUNHAI'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION when i don't even know who is who and can't recognise them yet and also don't even know how to sing their song lah and ... and ... so many and(s) ! again , i was reluctant to stay till feilunhai come , i'm not even in expectant to see their faces though one or two of them quite cute lah =D heehee but you know , kingdom minded and all , still have to stay =x
as all of us are direction idiots , we lost our way and had to take a cab down , yet again ,
WASTE MONEY ! when we reached we took a sit while queueing , i shall skipped those what we do and stuff , in the end i managed to meet another girl also here for feilunhai autograph session . she looked mature and pretty and sure don't look like those
crazy fans but what a waste , she is ! never mind , she's gonna add me in msn soon =D we heard that by the time it's our turn it'd probably be ten plus so we give up qeueing and went inside the shopping mall to pass some people our album but we can't find them . mind you , it was freaking squeezy and packed with people , it
stinks in a shopping centre ! =x oh i forget to mention , yingxiu pangseh us halfway haha , what's with all these people ? we just went to level two and wait for their appearance and while they are singing their three songs , many
crazy and stupid fans like us are running up and down the escalators to catch a glimpse of these guys . i can never imagine myself doing that ,
breakthrough !
but still it was seriously a great experience for me to understand and identify with these people on how does it feel to do such a
no-brainer thingy . ( to me lah ,
no offence ) it was really fun and funny haha ! had a great chat with anni on our way back home , guess after today i've know her more and also somehow sowed a seed in her heart bout who God really is =D i really wanna give thanks because initially i thought it'd be a failure sow today but God made a way for me =D
i am made for greater things than this
=D
Labels: autograph session
1:47 AM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
i'm still up at this unholy hour but no doubt i am sleeping real soon cos there's ESS tomorrow ! haha i am super duper uber happy lah , it's been a few weeks without any visitors for the group but yet now we have two newbies coming and five visitors . alright it might seem little but it's really okei because the smallest nation will become the mightiest nation ! i've always been leading such groups , i wonder why too =x haha i guess God wants to give me a bigger miracle than the rest ? haha =D i'm praying that these visitors will convert and be retain ! they'll be super new believers , responsive to You and available for You =D not my will but Yours be done and since we've did all that we can , the rest is up to You ! =D
i am really desperate for my prayers to be answered ! none will fly us aeroplane tomorrow ! haha =D for the word says , He'll will give in accordance to how much we desire =D and i am really desperate now haha =p give it to me ! and next week we shall see even more ! =D i'm sorry Mr S.A. Tan but i reckon that you gonna lose big big times ! how bout banging your head against the wall 2386418 times and fall down on your knees and concede defeat because well anyway you're gonna be the loser and the end of the day ! the victory is already ours , why fight so hard ? just admit that you're just an lousy piece of shit ! okei i'm sorry for not sparing a thought for you but still i am stating facts ! =D
thank You in advance in all that You gonna do tomorrow ! i'll be expecting to receive a great harvest and they will be super newbies . i'm so excited to see all of them receieving salvation tomorrow ! use me to speak the right words and use me to influence the visitors ! =D let not anyone miss out the goodness of You =D
ps : all the best to east chapter 6 ! whatever you all play will be music to our ears and no worries for God is your ultimate audience ! =D we'll vote for you ! do not be nervous for He is with you calming you down and giving you peace =D jia you alright !
new believers
1. weili
2. ada
visitors
1. anni SAC sec three
2. sheryl SAC sec three
3. tingting temasek sec two
4. jeanette dunman sec two
5. hwee sze dunman sec one
( next week there'll be more and these people will be here being the new believers ! =D )
thirty one visitors in total for east c , f and e =D
we're six more to breakthrough 100
east a total of two hundred for confirmation ! =D
woots ! nothing get better than this ! life's good when we serve ! =D
may Your presence fill them tomorrow and let them be overwhelm till they can't help but to receive You into their life ,
=D
Labels: thanksgiving
3:30 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
i'm so inspired by the few things in my life that's always dangling there but i didn't took notice of . first of all and the most important of all , i'm so inspired by angel and xiaoesther of their faith in building tampines up . well true enough and i gotta admit the fact of glory to glory , back then i wouldn't even dare imagine a unit for tampines secondary . i wonder what i lack back in the past haha . but still , tampines gonna grow with such faith filled people in it , all your prayers wouldn't become empty . trust in God's plan and keep on fulfilling your role in this kingdom =D i'm just so excited for tampines secondary , aiya just have to admit that i am old(er) now =/
anyhow right now i have three ez link card with me now and they are the secondary student/pre university one which is mine , the senior citizen one that belong to my granny and lastly a primary student one which is my nephew's one . haha not so sure if i am able to use the primary student one as i don't know if the bus driver can check . i heard from the rest that they have a mini computer thingy at the driver's seat . hope that for primary school and secondary school , it both states " student " fare . heehee =D
i'm so exicted about marching towards thirty by the end of feb ! if all of us faithfully fulfil our individual role , the kingdom of God can advance forcefully ! intensive SOW this week , but no one want me to SOW on them , sadly but still God give in accordance to how much we want ! i want it so badly ! give me ! give me ! pour down your harvest and your presence on everyone as we commit our life and trust in You , will You give us converts that are available and reponsive towards Your word ! =D ec3 jiayou , we may become smaller right now but it's okei we can become the mightiest nation ! haha ! =D i'm sure that when we give our all , we'll reap what we sow as God is gracious ! =D
till then , run in unity !
with trust and with more faith !
=D
Labels: some random issues but yet crucial =D
1:06 AM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
well well well , earlier on today had pioneer with my team and i guess the results were not bad , though not much fruits but at least we gathered a few workable contacts and we're keen on working on them =D had a guy contact today and i am working on him , my first time so it was rather strange to me . haha but i know God gonna do a work through me to him =D he's rather friendly so i guess it shouldn't be a problem =D tampines will surely grow big time ! with faith-filled people in it , experience can be gathered and skills is secondary , what's more important is character and that's primary ! =D sub district in tampines sec ! all the way dudes and dudettes =D
afterwhich went to rc for shar's meeting , hmm interestingly i am the earliest =x okei when they reached shar shared something really wall banging and building jumping =p alright cos the rest of the groups really grew alot and i was really wondering what are we doing last year ? initially i thought we're doing fine but after much evaluation before the meeting , i came to a obvious conclusion that we ain't did something =/ sad but still we gotta pick ourselves up from where we are and start this journey with the spark from the holy spirit . i am ever ready for more pruning and more moulding , even to the extend of ______ . yea i'm not gonna mention that =x all of us gotta have the same heartbeat in order to go through this ordeal together =D true enough , when the going gets tough , the tough gotta get going and i need to be tougher ! =D
oh by the way i am using adult fare ! so sickening lah can ! please allow irene jie jie to let me use keane keane's ez link card ! pretty please ! =p so went wam vision night after that , pastor lawrence so handsome =x oops this is not the point , the point being , pastor lawrence is the speaker , yea and we have to shine like stars in the darkness , bringing light unto the world and our we can't remain the same anymore . pastor lawrence is talking in ministry wise but me being me , being so caught up in the area of pastoral ministry linked everything to my group . the group really must grow and contain more lower sec people , thinking , let's create another history for ourselves before to take off and move on =D we gonna glorify Him and let people see Christ through us =D bless us so that we can be a blessing to the rest of the pre believers and may my group grow into greater heights and depths =D
1:56 AM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
this few days has been a really wild one for me . grads appreciation was awesome cos i'm finally not dunk into the sea ! yea seems like it's good to have my stupid little red friend for that day haha , though it's ending but oh well haha =x the idea of playing sports was fine but it almost made me die on the spot , phew i really gotta train my lousy stamina . though we lost in the end to a group of netball pros but i admit defeat . i really have to give it up to the ULs for wining the winner cos they have lesser people but they are good , by having people like shar disturb the opponents and stuff . they surely win by wits and also hmm by brawns ? smart tactic huh ? haha and afterwhich we has some vandalising moments , we broke the law together together by doing illegal things and i don't feel guilty at all =x heehee then we had to play waterbomb and we attacked dennis instead , i was innocent alright , i only used two waterbombs and i missed one . i didn't attack dennis though . the kbox thingy was really fun , wah buffet ! but sadly i didn't eat till my full =/ the speech by dennis was indeed touching but his plan failed cos he did not succeed in making us cry but seriously , all of us were touched . thanks for saying that we are the best generation and you are the best leader we ever followed =D
monday was a job hunt day for yuyu huijuan and me . we practically travelled the whole singapore , getting lost and getting dead beat . so in the end we did not went for all interviews cos we were late and stuff cos most of the time we were getting lost and buying food and drinks . we had three jobs and today went for two training class . hmm i'm still deciding if i should get the orchard tower job , it's rather flexible but i somehow think that the people there are quite scary =x twenty of us went to the housing agency surveyor job and we're all getting that job =D so cool to be working with almost all the olevel grads =D thank God with blessing us with the job and also i found fifteen bucks on the floor today ! count me lucky or whatever , because there were people queueing up but none of them saw the fifteen bucks that was on the floor . i was waiting for those customers infront to start searching panicky for their lost cash but none of them did so , so i assume that this is God's plan for me =D haha thank You God !
much happened but still , wanna give thanks cos i know that this is just the beginning of the testings i gonna face =D i'm prepared so just bring it on and i'll overcome and challenges that come my way . take my hand and lead me =D i am determined to make all these happen =D
You know what i'm talking about so yea haha .
fulfilling the great commission
=D
7:18 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
arghhhhhh seriously i really need a job ! i want to go for missions one okei ! i'm like so dead can , up till now haven't even get a job while the rest of the people are enjoying luxury with the money they earned =x who has jobs recommendation to offer , reasonable pays and flexible hours ( i don't mind working in the wee hours ) everything now is so stupid and dumb can ! i really need a job lah !
oh well depend on Him , have to always remind myself about this . pretty please make a way out alright ? =D oh yea i almost forget , i'm so happy that now my computer is alive and kicking . staring at this desktop screen almost make me feel as if i am staring at a plasma fifty inch television cause previously i was always staring at the small screen laptop . now my eyes feels so much better and it totally rock can , when i can get back my stuff and use my mp3 =D heehee
i guess this is the first post of the year but there's no festive mood to me , everything seems so normal but the best thing is that i do not have to return to school . i find that i am a sadist that takes delight in people's suffering in going back to school , i feel good whenever i see them in school uniforms while i am in casual clothing =D haha oh i wanted to be like the rest to post about their new year resolution , what they saw , met and everything they did first on new year or a thanksgiving list but i don't want to bore you all out with my lenghty posts haha . hmm maybe i can be less racist so my sheep florence won't suffer =D haha nah i'm joking xD
ex e6 totally rock okei ! went chalet with them , i bbq for the first ever time in my life and there's still blood in my chicken wing . bleedy chicken wing ! haha ! i can reall bbq mashmellow , i seriously rock at that lah ! =D it's so tender and sweet , crispy on the outside and melts in the inside =D sadly i couldn't even catch a glimpse of sunrise , not because i am lazy or lousy that i fell asleep but because it was raining and the clouds hid away the joy =x nevermind , this bunch of people are crazy and irritating =D love them lah =D
last but not least , i still NEED a job lah ! arghhhhh it's driving me nuts ! haha =D
breaking down the walls of jericho with the anthem of faith
=D
12:12 AM
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