Sunday, July 29, 2007
music -- let me die by nicholas tze ( i'm dying of boredom , seriously ! )
apparently i'm bored to tears , if not i wouldn't be appearing here . it's a sunday afternoon and i've got nothing to do... ( that rhymes ) well i intented to study but... you know , i freaking hell open my notes and i realised i freaking hell do not understand a single shit cos i freaking hell haven't been listening in class ! HAHAHAHAHA i only have myself to blame =x exams' like less than a month away and ohhhhhh nooooo ! tell me , am i dead or dead ? ANSWER MEEEEE ! boohoohoo .
i was blog hopping on some taiwan , hongkong and singapore stars . yea meet them :
xiao gui -
www.wretch.cc/blog/alien3647wu zun -
www.wretch.cc/blog/wuchun10cooljiro -
www.wretch.cc/blog/gyapoweredison -
http://blog.honeyee.com/edison/ ,
http://www.clotinc.com/blogs/public/edc/corrinne may -
www.corrinnemay.blogspot.comdenise -
www.into-your-presence.blogspot.com ( highly recommended , obviously not joking ! )
alright i didn't totally waste my day away cos in a few moment's time , i'm leaving home for anniversary dance prac . oh by the way , gock's at my house , rotting together xD talking about rotting , last fri florence and yuyu came my house to watch thriller , wolf creek and slither . okei not as thrilling as i thought it'd be . no suspense at all , damn boring . i almost fall asleep okei ! slither was damn gory and gross... FREAK ! hate this kind of show . i wonder why those actors and actresses actually wanna be part of the film ? maybe they are given more money ? perhaps.. perhaps .
all i can do now is just hope and pray . given our game plan this week , if we still don't grow , i'll...... i'll....... not shave umpit hair and wear sleeveless ! HAHAHAHAHA ! ( crazy , i'm kiddinggggg ) thinking bout waking up at almost five everyday when i sleep at three plus , gosh , this is mad ! xD
ps : i'll change my blog style soon , soon yea ? HAHA ! =D
work through me ,
=D
2:48 AM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
music -- angel in disguise by corrine may
spider lilies was a extreme bore , but i couldn't fall alseep . cos the whole movie was so slow , not those kind of keep you in suspend but you'll be so pissed off at how slow it can get that you can't get to sleep . lousy script , lousy production , lousy plot . LOUSY ! the two actresses are professional can , act as if they really homosexual like that . okei actually not , they do not mind homosexuality =x i think being bisexual is better than homo , more choices . but it doesn't implies to me haha ! when the sexual scene came , you can almost see everyone's face like " finally , after so long.. " but it wasn't very sexual afterall , cos ultimately they're still celebrities , can't ruin their own image . frankly speaking , the best part about the show was that when they make love , other than that , too draggy ! i hate the handless guy and that butch's brother not bad looking . wonder who is he.. hahaha and did i mention that the butch look like denise keller ! aww , just too hot ! the two twin's comments on the show was absolutely redundant , they're retarded hahahahaha ! but it's funny lah =D
MCG was... i don't know how to put it in words , aiya actually i seriously don't know how it's like . the sports were fun , if there's volleyball , that'd be greater ! xD SATURDAY'S ESS ! SO EXCITED ! (:
well you're the cause of everything . now i've completely understand what's the meaning of love and hate is just a fine line apart . say i'm childish , whatever . i'm not at all interested in your comments , dammit ! cause don't you find yourself irresponsible ? from now onwards , take responsibility for yourself ! or better still , look for someone else . i don't care a single shit if you feel comfortable with me , it doesn't matter anymore , i can't be bothered . leave , GET OUT of my sight ! your appearance irks me more than the feeling of being close to a damn lizard . i'm close to ________ you . don't push your limits . good bye , for good ! ):
disclaimer : i'm just venting , just ranting , plain frustrated . i'll be fine after awhile , whatever mentioned above will disappear as well ): for now , i lovehate you , lovehate this . ugh !
fill me with Your peace ,
=D
Labels: pissed off
10:25 AM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
music -- twenty five minutes by michael learns to rockmy effcom teacher is a absolutely lamer ! okei before i began how lame she is , i wanna say , my stupid friend , she pontang school then never ask me along ! so much for a friend ! HAHAHAHAHA ! i scared she bored then decided to go school , i was seriously reluctant lah . i turned up in school , after half an hour, i messaged her to check where she is . she said she's at home and not intending to come . what the ! then in the end i attended the dumb lab , i was practically not doing anything lah . went home cos i skipped lectures then went back to tutorial , my tutorial is only an hour but i was late for half an hour cos i overslept . here comes the lame part , i entered the classroom and surprisingly my teacher asked me to mark my own attendance . she said that i got the highest for test and if not because of that , i'll be considered absent . thank You , God ! hahaha..
going parkway parade was a total waste of time , never buy anything . so not fruitful ! xD i wanna go bugis ! i need serious retail therapy ! anyway today in school i borrowed a book " Gender Equity " , i only read the very very front part and i've considered converting to muslim and wear boys clothes . ( okei no link with the book =x ) haha no lahhhhh , that's just signs of emoism . digress abit , i am reverting back to my old ways ! how ar ?! ugh ! take control over my emotions when i see people with those please-slap-me faces especially when they provoke and trigger me .
yeahness , gonna watch spider lilies (r21) and devil wears prada tomorrow at gock's house ! heehee we gonna fast forward sexual scenes , i don't wanna gross myself out !
( well i update for the sake of maintaining my blog . i could almost feel every part of my senses and nerves screaming at me to stop typing but i don't wanna defy my heart of just maintaining it . so... it's the mind versus heart game =D )i miss you more than a toddler whining for a gazillion of milk bottles..
get drunk , let's make out !hosanna in the highest ,
=D
11:28 AM
Monday, July 23, 2007
music -- assuredly Yours by paradies livetell me if this is amazing or what ?! okei though she may not be damn responsive to the word and available but tell you what ! she's a social freak ! she can bring many many haising people to me ! heehee xD i hereby wanna thank God for jingjing and esther leow jiangjia ( brinjal ) =D
k it's like this , i got home today after studying and dining with cranky tp people . i saw this message from brinjal " Hey u pioneering haising right? Jing's friend came my cg before, suddenly call me and ask me whether got friends to intro to her. I intro you to her can? Can i give her your number and etc? Lol. " so of course my reply was those sure why not kind and i asked for her name and such . right after brinjal replied me , i received a call and it's the unknown girl that wanna know more friends calling me . her name is shumin from
haising sec one ! okei this is real funny , i know ! we talked for over an hour until around twelve , my sheep don't even wanna talk to me for over fifteen minutes on the phone =x ( i don't wanna mention names ) HAHA ! thank God i'm not a year older else she confirmed reject this friendship , but even if she reject , i thank God for younger believer in my caregroup =D ( it's a problem to be old(er) too hahaha ! ) she told me that she loves making webfriends and she've got over five hundred of them . the only thought i had was she's absolutely out of her mind ! and the worst thing is she told me that back then while she's still in primary school , there's a day she really wanna make more friends . she picked up her phone and anyhow dial a number and asked if the person is in secondary school and for their race , if it meets her requirement of twelve to seventeen and is chinese , she'll continue the conversation . mad girl ! she's extreme ! what a way to make friends =x the only barrier i had to bring her across the line of faith is she's a total devotee of buddha ( guanyingma ) ! and her dad's exceptionally strict . both her parents are members of a temple and she grew up there , got attachment ar... HAHA ! but i believe God and me gonna break down this barrier and bring her closer to Him . i'm meeting her this week and she said she'll contact me tomorrow... =D heehee and i really hope her believe in buddha not that strong cos teenagers seldom is a fan of guangying xD
i wanna thank God for the junyuan visitors , though they didn't convert but a seed is planted in them already . they were attracted to the group and i know they'll come back again ! make every visitor feel comfortable with us and they'll sure be back for the next one !
yea the last week of I.F , if you don't bring a friend down this week , then when ?! make full use of programmes when there is , it's a bonus !
my every word to you is sincere , i'm sorry ! ( inclusive of this )
even if i have to give up the world , i still love you (:
don't doubt me again...
assuredly Yours,
=D
2:40 AM
Friday, July 20, 2007
music -- crickets and the wind from the fanyeahness ! we hit eighteen ! two more to twenty ! i should have just say our goal was twenty right hahahahaha =D but really thank God for the people serving so hard in the team . God honours your heart . let's not give up asking and working on them , they are precious to the kingdom and to us . we shall pray together that none of them fly us aeroplane and they'll experience and respond to God's love ! HAHA ! after our second ESS , we'll go for celebration together when we hit our end july goal k ! if God is for us , who can be against us ? i know all of us have been labouring hard , don't give up halfway , we ought to complete this race that offers absolute victory ! =D
everyone pray together k ! we shall wrestle with God in prayer ! =D let's work even harder next week =D JIAYOU ! =D
by the way , MCG was uber fun . cos I'm My Boss made my day . clinched deals that worth many many millions by myself . anyway though not many visitors turned up , in fact we only have two but i am sure they enjoyed themselves =D these two are so cute lor hahahahaha ! while jamie was playing I'm The Boss , she really looked like those little boss ! xD
GOD RAIN DOWN YOUR PRESENCE ON THOSE VISITORS TOMORROW ! (:
yes and amen ,
=D
ps: i've read xiaxue's blog.. eeeyer to her ! ( that's for flaming my friend ) well her posts are damn sarcastic , i almost couldn't survive reading finish her one entry cos i was busy puking . if she's an artiste , she ought to learn how to speak properly ( no vulgarities ) and at least have a POSITIVE media influence (:
10:59 AM
music -- the prayer by charlotte church and josh groban
AIYA I THINK I VERY STUPID ! LAST TIME I TOOK A LOOOONG TIME TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO CHANGE THE TIME AND DATE FOR MY ENTRIES AND THEN ALSO A LOOONG TIME TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO EDIT MY FONTS AND SUCH . THEN I FORGET ! NOW I HAVE TO RE-FIGURE ! BUT LIKE YOU KNOW ! GOD MAKE ME SMART ! SO I FIGURED OUT ! NEHHH , YOU SEE ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ( yea , i've told you i'm smart ! )
anyway , my mum's going nuts ! she's wants to marry me off ! i told her before i wanna get married before the age of eighteen and she scolded me for that . and now she wants to marry me off ! how could this be ? i mean , i am only seventeen ! oh no don't tell me my mum hates me... boohoohoo ! but it's like a few months ago she just said that i cannot have boyfriend and then a few weeks ago till today , she keep asking me to go marry someone . no wonder , i can further conclude that my mum's having menopause . thank god right now she's sleeping , else she's gonna flare up for apparently no good reason =x EHH ANYWAY WHO WANT ME ? THEN I CAN MARRY YOU ! HAHAHAHAHA no lahhhhh , kiddinggggg.. i am turning cranky .
sooooo... should i should i not . well perhaps let a coin decide my fate ? SHOULD I GO TUTORIAL TOMORROW ? okei i guess i'll go... xD
seriously , soften the hearts of my contacts ! soften the haising ground ! they ought to come and experience You . it's not about goals . it's about souls ! i believe cos i believe that i really believe you that You gonna make it happen ! THIS SATURDAY ! BY ALL MEANS ! =D
tomorrow's MCG and saturday's ESS , MOVE ! for all You can =D i'll do all that i can !
by the way i realised that i am quite consistent in updating heehee ( at least for now )
keep holding on ,
=DLabels: give me courage
1:54 AM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
music -- keep holding on by avril lavignePRAY WITH ME AGAINST FLYING OF AEROPLANE K !HAHAHAHAHA ! anyway , i wanna say , it hit you again =x and as usual , it flew to me , quadriple the pain it was as before during the first few times it hit you .
well , assumptions and assumptions and more assumptions ! why must people be judged every single day , by how they dress , how they relate , how they expressed themselves ? it doesn't matter to me what it is that people are assuming bout me but it matters to me hell lot when i found out that the person is you . i don't need you to assume how am i feeling , cos it doesn't concern you anyway , i lead my own bleedy life damn you . putting a stong front doesn't mean that every single bit is fine but it just prove that i don't want to reveal my feelings to you . i hate the way you guess my feelings and pretending that you know me well , you don't know me well enough , seriously ! YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND ! it's alright if you don't understand but get this , don't bother anymore ! sometimes you're just taking things too seriously when i meant it as a joke . and well , if you don't like me kidding around , we can jolly well not converse anymore . i am only human...sometimes....i......i........ okeiiiiii stop being emo ! ugh ! ( NO ! LIFE'S STILL NOT A BITCH ! )
and people , don't try guessing who this person is , cos as seen from those who knows my blog , no one will know who that person is unless you're really super uber duper close with me =D
on a lighter note ,
SOUPSPOON IS SUPERB ALRIGHT ! florence will agree big big time =D went with her to city hall to try out their soup . i strongly recommend their clam chowder or.. if you're a mushroom lover , try their mushroom soup . i am not kidding , in every spoon of soup you scoop from your bowl , there'll be a clam inside ! the same goes for their mushroom , it's literally overflowing ! their cream is thick and rich , filling every single part of your tummy . the only way you can leave the fast food restaurant is saying " wah lau so full ! but worth it " and you won't be standing upright , but your body will like somehow bent cos you'll be simply tooooo fulllll =D i feel like trying their pumpkim soup after i had tasted their beef one .
ehh i tell you ar... wam night was
powerful okei ! i was totally
blown away and whatever that guy prayed for me was
spot on . i mean
i came to wam with a heart full of doubts and somehow uninterested with the ongoings . so when pastor lawrence asked if who wanna be prayed for , flow down the alse , i was like " since i'm here , might as well . i don't wanna make a wasted trip " so i quickly went off to prepare my heart , i dare say God didn't touched me at all while i was praise and worshipping Him . anyway then that guy prayed for me , i was afraid that he might know what's really going on in my heart , therefore i was kinda of reluctant to be prayed for but i settled it while waiting for my turn . he asked me for specific prayer request but i just told him i want a word from God , and bingo , he hit that part , right on ! i mean God hit that part.. haha ! okei the thing lies in , i wasn't ready for Him to speak , i prepared my heart last minute and the things that i don't want that guy to know , God actually used Him to tell me that i know you don't want.. but you ought to change that area in your life . i was still kinda of hardened cos i really don't wanna do anything bout it , but i guess afterall ,
i have no choice when it comes to do the truth . i gotta let go , i gotta open up , stop holding on to this ! =x Jesus come !
anyhow , florence and i thought that in burger king , we could have it our way but we're all wrong xD they should change their publicity !
anyway harry potter and the order of the pheonix wasn't such a letdown afterall . however comparing it with the previous harry potter series' , the standard did dropped but comparing it with other movies , it's still GOOD ! i love it ! but some parts were just too random , their plot wasn't nicely done =x boo to that ! thank God i didn't fell asleep during the movie cos it was a midnight one oclock show haha.. but i fell alseep
right after the show xD
now on a higher note , I HANDED IN MY PROJECT ! yeahness ! like finally , cos school's computer doesn't have microsoft words 2007 , i had a hard and looooong time trying to put the thing . thank God for people like aloyooi and gock for extending a helping hand (:
haha as usual , i turned " aunty " again , this time not with runiang but gock . metro sales was on but i haven't been shopping =x i wanted to do some shopping for myself today but all those clothes that was on sales was terrible looking . or rather i wasn't observant and persistant enough to find golds in the midst of dungs . metro increased the sales to seventy percent ! all you typical singaporean , hurry up and buy ! did my early christmas and exam kit shopping =D heehee i am gleefully happy ! ( don't care if i'm able to phrase it like this HAHA ! )
not growing is a sin !
everybody , let's grow !
=D
Labels: mundane
2:07 AM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
i've received comments that my blog's dead, rotten, decomposed, in the grave... and such. so before it gets any more worst, i've decided to blog until i've gotton rid of the twins' photo . ( actually i can just delete it but how come it didn't cross my mind when i was making the choice ? =x )
i'll just share with you the best board game you can ever play is... I'm The Boss and Citadel. though admitting that i once played monopoly all the way till the morning like bout six but these two is not comparable to other board games . okei the fact very much lies in who you're playing with , apart from knowing how to play , who you're playing with matters a whole lot difference . and i happened to be playing with people who gets cranky very easily . most of the time i was fascinated by other things but jacq , yuyu and shar made that day exceptionally enjoyable for me by the way they competes .
anyway all wasn't that well for yuyu and my group so on saturday we made a very very last minute decision and went out to night cycle and it turns out to be overnight instead . ( it's just to take a break and have some talk ) we've gotten lost , called people up , end up at others' void deck , had a " i love my sheep and shepherd project - hanging gifts at doorstep " and did many other silly things . the highlight but not very negative one for that day was that THE MOST DETESTABLE FAT AND UGLY HUGE BIG SIZE FAGGOT UNCLE GOT ON MY NERVES ! my mum called me twice at an unearthly hour which is four plus in the morning and scolded me for a feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew minutes ( not very few after all ) alrighty first i was in his way , but can't he say "excuse me, i wanna cross..." he just kept on murmuring and knocked onto me with his big cage . like what the i'm already kinda of pissed , but being extremely nice , i gave way . awhile later , he walked past again with this big cage and this time knocked onto my bike and it almost fall , thank God for yuyu for holding on to my bike . i am boiling inside okei ! to think he even dare say that i was in the wrong , can't he just say hello miss i need to cross . can't he ? doesn't he have the most basic courtesy ? he's inconsiderate , rude , no manners , he's just a low salary prime mart worker ! HE IS FAGGOT ! HE IS ANNOYING ! THE SIGHT OF HIM IRKS ME ! HE SEEMS AS IF HE DOESN'T BATHE FOR DAYS AND WHEN YOU LOOK AT HIM YOU COULD ALMOST SEE THE STENCH HE CARRIES WITH HIM . YES YOU CAN SEE YELLOW AND DIRTY GREEN AIR ALL AROUND HIM ESPECIALLY HIS FACE ! HE JUST STINKS ! I DON'T LIKE HIM ! MY TOP MOST DETESTABLE PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE UNIVERSE ! okei back to my story , not long after , i hang up the phone with my mum and got on my bike ready to go off to shar's house . in my sinful nature , i saw the place where he had to tidy up and i went there to ransack the place . the stuffs were on the ground , though not many and not very messy , i went back and wanted to kick boxes at him but i didn't manage to do it . yuyu was stunned and i think she kept saying " what are you doing ?!!? " i was still angry but we went off , but i was very tempted to go back to pull down all of his big cages and he'll have a hard time getting it up . aww i just love to see that very scene ! ( aiya anyway i repented already , so won't see that happening again =x )
due to the fact that i was too naughty on saturday night i decided to stay home on sunday . actually is sleep whole day hahaha ! but saturday i reached tampines really early like six to watch dance performace vibes 5 . right hand rule is really cool . anyway do you know why i am not cool ? COS I'M HOT ! xD blahblahblah
i had gelare today and altogether joyce and i wasted three dollars and thirty cents . we had one whole piece of waffle that we can't finish . wonder why i am so full today even when i just drank bubbletea and ate some some fries .i think the standard of gelare dropped cos last time the ice cream and waffle was superb but now it's like just normal . okei but then again , maybe i'm full ? anyway gelare's still not that bad , not say very worth it , not say not worth it =x
and according to runiang , i've becoming more and more aunty but unashamedly i am not ashamed of my actions . like there's this hand sanctifier thingy that's opened by some inconsiderate people in sheng siong and i happily used it three to four times in less than five minutes . say i'm paranoid or cheapskate ? HAHAHAHAHA =x then we saw this promotion , one packet of maggie mee is twenty cents , eight packet for one dallr ! ehh very good bargain , and i bought sixteen ! runiang bought eight ! HAHAHAHAHA very auntie lor ! after which i fill in this lucky draw thing then we each had one dallar and fifty cents mee robus/mee soto . okei and being auntie ends today , it takes brain to be calculative , now i know it's sometimes challenging for my mum to do the shopping .
by the way , join forces with me to pray for east c one , haising , junyuan and st hilda's k ! HEEHEE xD
pray and pray and pray and pray and pray !
help me help me help me help me help me !
Fully
Rely
On
God
do His work with Him
=D
Labels: rants and random-ness
2:14 AM
