Sunday, June 17, 2007
yeah-ness ! blogging again ! have been trying to convince myself and getting people to persuade me to update my blog but to no avail . the don't-feel-like-it mood always surpass the other mood . this is very true okei , cos people always uses don't-feel-like as a reason .
well i'm back again due to camp ! alright since many people have been blogging bout what happened in camp and encounters with God , i shall give it a miss and just give a brief account of what are the few things that slapped me hard ! (:
first thing first , to love God love people . for like God knows how many times He have been saying already but i'm always like " amen i'll change ! " and yes , everyone know it , i never did . this camp He spoke to me during worship and through the backing of the word . only through a loving community , then can a group grow and attract and cause people to be retained in the kingdom . next God gave me a vision , forget during when , think it's first or second praise and worship . i actually forget about this vision , when shar asked me if i had any vision , i sadly replied no ): until yesterday after service then i was reminded of it hahahahaha ! so stupid right , how can i forget my vision ? anyway , i'm so afraid this vision will come to pass . but like hello , who knows vision won't come to pass one ? you must be thinking why i don't want it to be realised , cos my vision goes like this . i saw a plant or a tree ?? i forget how exactly it looks like but it doesn't matter , what matters is that the tree wither then it's left with only a few leaves but quickly the tree blossomed and produced better looking leaves which is greener and larger . there's even hot red flowers =D ( if it really withers means quite bad lah =x but they'll be back in no time cos the tree really blossom back like in split seconds ! )
" Run with faith , run with motivation , run with endurance , run with inspiration... " this is the voice of God that pierced right through my heart while i was crying out in the toilet . i remember during the concert at the third day , i was sooooo desperate , i kept asking God how , what to do if people do not want to move on with me . until the point i went to the toilet after praying for my people and kept on praying till God spoke . phew i felt so much better and was so assured of God being with me through and through ! =D
in fact most of us met our objectives during the first or second day of camp , and perhaps we should really pack our bags and leave the campsite first cos testings came during the third day of camp . so timely ! but thank God we're still secure in Him =D but again , like hello we're in camp , during that period waver means something's wrong ! HAHA !
CG08 ! that conviction He placed in our hearts ! it's not a emotional thing ! i was still quite emotion driven till during saturday's PLm , dennis mentioned that even if no one's moving , as PL or merely as christians we ought to stand up and GO and conquer the land ! because God sees that we're willing , God sees that we want to fulfil His promise even when no one is following us , He'll use us even greater than the rest ! =D it's a decision we have to make , and i've decided to aid HAISING CATHOLIC SECONDARY SCHOOL to be set free from the bondage of sins ! =D
yupyup so , for pictures please go to : http://s183.photobucket.com/albums/x142/sallyrockss/First%20Frontier%20Camp/?start=80
i promise to update more frequently alright ? this is a LOOOONG post ! =D
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