Wednesday, March 28, 2007
my caregroup fly me aeroplane , i shan't elaborate . hahahahaha i'm okei lah .
had caregroup today with the few of us that stayed on . i wonder how did it goes after i left for dancefloor recording . anyway come to think of it , we're really a bunch of naughty people... going against things and ain't serious . we certainly don't look like a high school graduate . what a shame !
oh talking about dancefloor recording , once again , great stuff ! though the genre culture dance wasn't very appealing to us but still through it we learnt that creativity for a cheorographer is really important . it acts as a boost to the whole dance , adding on to it , you need impact , energy and emotions . well dancing afterall isn't so easy as i thought it was a few years ago . there's something i certainly took ages to master it and that is flexibility . with flexibility it's easier to be a versatile dancer =D
it felt really strange because in fact we took the tickets from batucadus supporters so in fact we ought to be cheering for them . however before the real filming even start , they had to eliminate one of the bottom three and batucadus happened to be eliminated . there and then the few of us were stunned , i mean we got the tickets from them and then such things happened .
platinum is good , they portrayed girl's power ! haha and i think fantastic four very entertaining . i like vas and pris , strong ballroom dancers =D did i mention that right after batucadus is eliminated , their supporters turned their backs and supported melvin and sharon . no lah that's because they are actually sisters... so connected haha .
i am unhappy because the audience really dislike lilin ): how can ? she's so pretty , okei i agree that she's biased but she's still pretty ! she gives off this feminine confidence that's so charming and attractive ! oh no i must confess i am homosexual =x ehh nooooo i am joking ! i am hundred and one percent straight ! haha ! still the audience are really bad , they kept on talking back to the judges . count the judges unlucky to meet such ungracious people . okei the good thing is i caught another glimpse of how working in mediacorp is like... fun ! not sure if i am really made and cut out for media but i am determined to prove myself capable . i don't know how but just whack !
i don't know how my future is like but i know who holds my future
=D
10:45 AM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
farewell and farewell and more farewellsssss ):
okei no i must make this as a rejoicing moment ):
ehh denise leong , rejoice leh ! ): =x =/ (: =D
this is really difficult but still in any situation we ought to be giving thanks because this temporal seperation is for each of us to grow stronger in christ =D
last mass shepherding - thanks sheep , i enjoyed each and every of your presence in my life ! seriously i appreciate you so so so so so so much , though i faced rejections from you all but through all these , it made me love you all even more , wanting to know more about you . i can never say enough to thank all of you , moulding and growing me . making me realise how to be a better shepherd =D i'll never forget all the times we spent together , chatting till the next morning on the phone , spending time together at marina bay ( the kite flying , bowling , arcade and steamboat ) , the overnight... sorry that i can't spend even more time with you all doing some other stuff that you really wish to do ): and sorry for not expressing my love to you outwardly but you know my heart , some things you don't have to keep on saying =D but i love you lah =D - to meiyi , serene , geckting , runiang and florence ( not in any particular oder )
east c grads last caregroup - thanks for putting in the effort to trek in pulau ubin , what a place to go but i'm sure we enjoyed ! =D the dinner we had together after that , all the laughters and all the joy . ( oh no i am starting to tear ): ) i love this family of God very much , remember the days we started coming together to prepare for our o level ? =D going through the studying days while the non grads laugh at us =x haha going through the major examinations after that celebrate when it's all over =D during christmas and ex3 , collecting the harvest though somehow we didn't managed to retain all of them =/ then when we collect our olevel and posting results , those weren't very good time to pass but i am glad that i have this group of friends that is dedicated from God to me ! at least you girls managed to entertain us during our low times =D we went thorugh the downs and ups , losing some people and winning some people over . this whole period of time , you girls grew me alot ! =D oh remember the days we held our mcg and cg , haha it was so messy lah can ! but still through God's grace we got through it =D thanks for tolerating my nonsense =p and for letting me know that God is always in the middle of our relationship that's why we come thus far =D thanks girls , i love you all alot ! - to meiyi , serene , geckting , runiang , florence , qinning , chiamin , xueyin , jasmine , dionis , joleen , yanyu , jeslin , peychyi , shuhfen , huijuan , pooiyee , kaysee , kerlyn , tryphoza , liling , angelin , brenda , eileen... ( not in particular order )
last dennis meeting and service - i hate the fact that i must typed " last " ): anyway dennis meeting made us realised how important each and everyone of them are in our life ! the video , last holy communion and thanking each other , i wonder are we thanking or just crying . i'll really miss you all ! how ?!!? we really must hang out together again ! fulfill each other's wish , ice skating , night cycling , halloween party , play pool and so on ! =D i'll miss all those who will be moving on ! let's form alumni fast haha ! - to all moving on ! =D
CL retreat - fun stuff =D four bucks for the journey there , the chalet and had two serving of rice haha then after that eat mac breakfast at four again =D i didn't know CLs are all so glutton =p we played station games , my game group is really so funny especially with jiehui and DK around . then east went to buy drinks at 7-11 around ten plus and we're stuck there till six (: cos it was raining and we did alot of stupid things there , and when the rain stopped we played captain ball and volleyball repeatedly for many rounds . but seriously i don't like caps , cos it's tiring to keep on chionging for the ball =x guess i'll stick with volley though it's painful ( now my hand's swollen and blueblack ) i forget to mention that joyce tan whacked my face , now it's still painful , thank God not disfigured =p haha we went for breakfast then walked back to our chalet , then it's already six plus but many pangseh us and went home without watching sunrise ): haha but can understand , we played ball the whole night . we didn't catch the sunrise either , we slept at seven , we had only like two hours to three hours of sleep then joyce tan , yuyu and i went to meet jes , flo and jacq at vivo . had fun shopping with them and helping some thai people to get to the cable cars =D when i got home , i had this feeling that i had a dream just now... i wonder did i do anything abnormal in vivo =x
i slept for around sixteen hours ! wonderful ! but time wasted ):
anyway i wanted to do a dedication thingy but i guess there's not much time left... i'll post it the next time round =D
and yes... the jokes will always remain funny .
=D
11:43 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
presenting to you my missions team ! =D they are seriously a bunch of crazy , radical , mad , cranky , typical , random , spastic , idiotic , retarded , stupid , dumb , nonsense... ( this can go on forever )
these people are :
christine ( team leader - she always laugh at us )
liyi ( auntie )
tryphoza ( the oh-so-random girl )
esther ( like alwyas... esther 2:7 )
aloysius ( roy )
benjamin ( aka minmin , xiaomin , benben , ben-gie... )
denise ( me - the most normal one around ! =D )
anyway i am all along ready to blog mission trip post but all i lacked was the photos , though up till now the photos ain't ready yet but still i think i'll have to curb my desire first by posting some neoprints first =D
this two person that was with us were jennifer and keng ( pronounced as " kengk " ) not forgetting another sister called nice that brought us around alot too =D thank God for them , they sacrificed alot alot alot on us . there are still others that brought me around , like pastor chayawit , pastor hansa , pastor au , gan , tid , shasha , bird and many many more . i'm really so blessed to be able to know them ! =D i am missing them so much can ! ): and also my team , they are funny people ! (:
i shared before in my first entry when i revived my blog that i learnt much in missions =D i am just seriously dying to get the pictures ! hurry up and send to aloy then collate and send me !
alrighty i'm missing them
spinning in my head - i'm thinking of you , i drive myself crazy
=D
Sunday, March 18, 2007
probably this post might be a little too stumbling or " unspiritual " for some people but heck !
as you can see yuyu is always the one inside the picture , hugging or being hugged . look how depressed meng is when yuyu is hugging jol . before that they were an item ! seems like i am the only STRAIGHT person amongst the four of us =D anyway this took place in genting when none of our leaders and people are with us , so that's why their real self surfaced =/ the three days three nights together spent there and travelling certainly brought them much closer , no wonder they always point out that i am the outcast =x however i'm glad to be the outcast (:
jol's , meng's and yuyu's people , please do not waver regarding your leader's act . i hereby wanna affirm them of their brave acts in showing their true self . plus they are really good leaders that will always love and serve you !
ps : jol , meng and yuyu , don't slaughter me ! thank you =D
checkmate ? think about it (:
Friday, March 16, 2007
reason being why i did not blogged at all for the past few weeks was basically i had to undergo many tough situations . well not that i don't wish to be real and blogged my feelings out but i don't think there's a need and i don't have the mood to blog nor care about anything else . apparently it's due to my o'level results and posting results and many other ministry stuff , family and personal struggles and many many many many many... thinking back it was indeed torturous to go through all these but i really thank God that i managed to pull through and even came to understand and accept God's planning . many nights i teared myself to sleep , thankfully it's all over now ! haha imagine one whole month , wah utterly and awfully pathetic ! =x alrighty enough of bad memories ( though they were the ones that made me stronger and grow ) , let's move on with life =D
anyway i went for missions at thailand , Hope Nakhompathum ( whatever it is spelt as )
awesome stuff !
yet God spoke something that doesn't even depicts awesome , it's something call " simplicity " , then God assured me with another picture that shows a child and a father , simple life yet satisfying ! that's enough , one word and a picture is enough ! =D i don't need so much now... the people there are really simple but with a sincere and genuine big heart for God , with these it portrayed the greatest love in this world . the simplicity that also reaches out to the hearts of many... =D
WOG ! it's about hunger !
building sandcastle in the sky became a much more practical issue to me but instead of it being in the sky , this time round it's really on the beach . follow upper camp made me understand the heart of a shepherd more and paint out what a sheep really needs =D not that i do not know but i seldom practise , call me a coward , i do not dare express =x i need time and courage !
i'll continue to blog when i got all the pictures for east reunion dinner , mission trip and follow upper camp ! =D till then , cheers ! (:
i'm getting emo , i miss the people in bangkok ! ):
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